Tuesday, October 10, 2006

Is it bad to say that I feel totally disconnected from my husband right now? I don't ever remember feeling this way during a deployment before...we haven't spoken in over 2 weeks, all I get are very brief emails, and he doesn't know when he'll be able to call. It's very frustrating to say the least! I just feel so withdrawn from it all, I'm basically going through the motions right now, unable to snap out of it. I'm tense at home, tense at school, snap at the kids (biological ones and students!), not sleeping...what the hell is up with that?? It's just so odd that I'm here, doing my thing day in, day out, and I have absolutely NO idea where my husband is, what he's doing, HOW he's doing...I just miss having regular communication, at least before we had that. Now it feels like I have no connection to him at all! Maybe I'll send him this link so he can at least read what's going on with me! :)

2 comments:

A day in the life of ME!!! said...

Hey i just found this.... see how slow i am!!! I am here for ya honey.. i can't even begin to imagine what you are going through... Just keep your head up and before you know it he will be home( probably driving you crazy).....

ScrapperQueen said...

I would send him the link..it would help plus he can do one and have it private for you to read it only. We are here for you girlie(((HUGS))).

Happy Birthday ANNE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!